Jayaz

tumhara har ilzam jayaz
tumara har gila jayaz
tumhara ruthna jayaz
kuch na kehna jayaz
ye sb jayaz kyunki humne tumare dil mei reh ke
tumhara dil-e-haal jana h

fir kyun…

na humara gum jayaz
na humara karm jayaz
na humara ruthna jayaz
na hi humara shant rehna jayaz
tum bhi toh humare dil se puch kai dekho…
kya humara tumse koi rishta purana h???

Vasundha Nahar

vasundha28111993@gmail.com

Sir Padampat Singhania University, Udaipur

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EK ADHURI SI MULAKAAT

Yeh jo shabnam ki boonde girti hai kuch iss tarah,
Behisaab khawaboon ko de jaati hai panah,
Inhe dekhte hi mann mein uthti hai ek nayi umang,
Aur dil gaane lagta hai ek nayi tarang.

Inn sab khyalon ke beech yaad aati hai kai baatein,
Anginat yaadein aur kuch ajab logon se mulakatein,
Issi ek mulakaat ka kissa aaj hai ekdum se zehan mein aaya
Aur socha humne ki kyun naa sabko jaya yeh sunaya.

Mulaakat nahi thi woh koi bahut khaas,
Phir bhi aaj bhi zehan mein hai uska ehsaas,
Woh din bhi tha bilkul isi din jaisa,
Aur phir bana sanjog yeh kaisa,
Kisi kaam se jaana pada mujhko bazaar.

Bhaagte hue pahunchi mein sadak ke uss paar,
Bachte hue uss prahaar se jo kar rahe the boondon ke waar.
Achanak mujhe dikha ek shakhs wahan,
Lag raha tha ki woh naya tha yahan
Jaise kisi ki talaash mein thi nazarein uski
Dekhkar usne mujhko di ajab gajab si muskan
Matlab jiska pata laga pati itna nahi tha mujhko bhaan
Par uski muskan mein thi kuch apnepan si baat
Par usko dekhne ke baad ho rha tha mujhe
ek ajeeb se adhurapan ka aur ajeeb se khalipan ka abhaas
Jiski wajah janane ki mujhe ho rhi thi bechaini,
Pata nahi kya hua tha mujhko,kyun iss raaz mein thi itni mujhe itni dilchaspi.

Kher phir bheed mein kahin gum ho gaya who shakhs,
Aur meri nazarein aaj bhi guzre kal mein dekhti hai uska aks,
Kya tha yeh ajab sa ehsaas jo uss din mujhe hua,
Jisne mere mann ke alag se kone ko pehli aur akhiri baar tha chua.
Woh din aur hai din aaj ka,samay aage hai badh gaya
Par pata nahi aaj bhi jab aati hai barsaat
Aur mausam ban jaata hai uss din ki tarah hi khaas
Tab dil yeh hi gana gungunata hai
“SAB KUCH WAHI HAI,PAR KUCH KAMI HAI,TERI AAHATEIN HI NAHI HAI”
Aur sochta hai ki shayad woh shakhs aayega
Aur mere har sawaal ka jawab mujhe dekar jayega.

 

Anushka Srivastava

anushkasrivastava94@gmail.com

Sir Padampat Singhania University

The Talia Tale–Pain that inspires

“I have two cancers in my body at once,” Talia says. “Well preleukemia; which is a start of leukemia in my bone marrow. There are not really any treatments for it.  It is very rare to have neuroblastoma and leukemia at the same time.”

A 13- year old cancer patient, Talia Joy Castellano, who inspired the complete world with her video blogs about her, finally lost her battle of life. Her heartbreaking yet inspiring blogs taught us many things. To smile even with deepest pain in heart, to inspire even with the sufferings, to live even with the realization that the end is not far away.

Talia, battling with cancer from the past 7 years, lost her battle and departed on the morning of 16 July, 2013. The YouTube star continued to make videos for her fans throughout her battle, and inspired her adoring fans through her Instagram and Twitter accounts. The young You Tuber was made most famous by appearing on Ellen DeGeneres‘talk show ‘The Ellen DeGeneres Show’, and then being made an honorary Cover Girl by Ellen. In one of her videos, Talia explained,

“Having cancer has been a gift yet a horrible, horrible, terrifying thing. But I’ve gotten so many benefits from it…Having a YouTube channel and having to inspire people, and having people look up to me and explaining to you guys how I love and adore makeup, using it as my wig and having so much self-confidence to go out to the grocery store without a wig… it’s just amazing.”

Talia passed away after coming down with a fever, and she needed a platelet transfusion. The past six months have been especially difficult for her and her family, and they spent most of their time in the hospital. Fans have been following her progress through the Facebook page Angels for Talia, which is run by her family. After her tragic death, her family posted this statement on the page:

“It is with a heavy heart that we share with all of you that Talia has earned her wings at 11:22am. Please lift her beautiful soul, her beautiful light to heaven and please send your love and prayers to her family during this most difficult time. God speed little one, may you be free from pain and suffering, may your soul feel the light and love that you brought to so many of us on this Earth during the short time you were her with us. We will miss you more than you will ever know baby girl.”

Neuroblastoma, a cancer usually originating in the adrenal glands and developing from nerve tissue is the most common type of cancer in infants, but can also rarely occur in older children.  Leukemia is a cancer of the blood or bone marrow and causes almost one-third of all cancer deaths in children and adolescents younger than 15 years.

“Basically there aren’t a lot options for treatment anymore,” Talia tells her viewers in the video.  “The docs gave me to option of doing treatment or don’t do the treatment and just live life for the time remaining.  Having cancer has been an amazing yet horrible journey, yet every journey has an end.”

Talia says that according to doctors without treatment she has a couple months to up to a year left to live. She is considering a bone marrow transplant though the procedure would be very tough on her body because of the multiple previous surgeries she has endured.

“I’m going to decide on whether or not I want to do the bone marrow transplant, or whether or not I just don’t do it and the live the time I have remaining,” said Talia.  ”This isn’t fair to me anymore, I’m only 13. I shouldn’t have to be doing this.”

Talia’s YouTube bio reads:

I’m Talia, I’m 13 years old and I love makeup. “Make-up is My Wig” I like to say. And you can prob see I’m bald- I have cancer (neuroblastoma & leukemia). I don’t like wearing wigs so I wear makeup to feel good and pretty inside – and I guess outside. LOL!

Our prayers go out to Talia and her family and friends. May her soul rest  in peace…….  

                                                                                                                                         Setu Bhatnagar

setu.bhtngr@gmail.com

	http://setu993.tumblr.com/

An Unexpected Night At Tent

A nyt in tent, 
widout him, 
so cozy, 
neither pullover works, 
nor any blanket, 
just i want is he… 
His arm under my neck, 
And my head on his chest, 
clutching in my arms, 
kissing on his forehead, 
as if he is my blanket. 
But:-( 
write now i’m in tent, 
without him, 
scared of this sacred water of ganges, 
in dis dark tent, 
my head underneath my pillow, 
my friend sleeping nearby, 
And sniffing, growling which is more haunting then d outside environment, 
i wish i could hve escaped if else i knw the way bck to my place:-| 
i wishd if could had him here near me, 
i would slept fearless in his arms, 
like a small baby 🙂

 

Anandita Trikha

ananditat1293@gmail.com

http://www.facebook.com/ananditat1293

university college of social sciences, MLSU, udaipur

 

Simple steps to change your life

Start with a simple statement: what do you want to be?

Are you hoping to someday be a writer, a musician, a designer, a programmer, a polyglot, a carpenter, a manga artist, an entrepreneur, an expert at something?

How do you get there? Do you write your intention on a piece of paper, and put it in a bottle and launch it to sea, hoping it will manifest? No. The universe isn’t going to make this happen. You are.

Do you set yourself a big goal to complete by the end of the year, or in three months? Sure, but that doesn’t get the job done. In fact, if you think back on most examples in your life, setting big long-term goals probably doesn’t work very often. How many times has this strategy been successful?

I’m going to lay down the law here, based on many many experiments I’ve done in the last 7 years: nothing will change unless you make a daily change.

I’ve tried weekly action steps, things that I do every other day, big bold monthly goals, lots of other permutations. None of them work except daily changes.

If you’re not willing to make it a daily change, you don’t really want to change your life in this way. You only like the idea of learning to draw/speak Japanese/play guitar/program in php/etc. You don’t really want to do it.

So make a daily change. Let’s dig into how it’s done!

How to Turn an Aspiration Into a Daily Change
Let’s name a few aspirations:

lose weight
write a book
stop procrastinating
fall in love
be happy
travel the world
drink more water
learn Spanish
save money
take more pictures
read more books
How do you turn those lofty ideas into daily changes? Think about what you could do every day that would make the change happen, or at least get you closer to the goal. Sometimes that’s not always easy, but let’s look at some ideas:

lose weight – start walking every day, for 10 minutes at first, then 15 after a week, then 20 … once you are walking for 30-40 minutes a day, make another change — drink water instead of soda.
write a book – write for 10 minutes a day.
stop procrastinating – I can already hear the ironic (and original!) jokes about how people will deal with procrastination later (har!). Anyway, a daily action: set a Most Important Task each morning, then work on it for 10 minutes before opening your browser/mobile device.
fall in love – go somewhere each day and meet/social with new people. Or do daily things that make you a fascinating person.
be happy – do something each day to make the world better, to help people.
travel the world – save money (see next item). Or start selling your stuff, so you can carry your belongings on a backpack and start hitchhiking.
save money – start cutting out smaller expenses. Start cooking and eating at home. Sell your car and bike/walk/take the train. Start looking for a smaller home. Do free stuff instead of buying things.
drink more water – drink water when you wake up, then every time you take a break (once an hour).
learn Spanish – study Spanish sentences in Anki and listen to Pimsleur tapes 10 minutes a day.
take more pictures – take pictures at lunch (but dear jeebus, not of your lunch) and post them to your blog.
read more books – read every morning and before you go to bed.
You get the idea. Not all of these are perfect ideas, but you could come up with something that works better for you. Point is, do it daily.

How to Implement Daily Changes
This method is fairly simple, and if you really implement it, nearly foolproof:

One Change at a Time. You can break this rule, but don’t be surprised if you fail. Do one change for a month before considering a second. Only add another change if you were successful at the first.
Start Small. OK, I’ve said this two bajillion times. No one ever does it, though. Start with 10 minutes or less. Five minutes is better if it’s a hard change. If you fail at that, drop it to 2 minutes.
Do it at the same time each day. OK, not literally at the same minute, like at 6:00 a.m., but after the same trigger in your daily routine — after you drink your first cup of coffee in the morning, after you arrive at work, after you get home, after you brush your teeth, shower, eat breakfast, wake up, eat lunch, turn on your computer, first see your wife each day.
Make a huge commitment to someone. Or multiple people. Make sure it’s someone whose opinion you respect. For example, I made a commitment to studying/coding PHP at least 10 minutes each day to my friend Tynan. I’ve made commitments to my wife, to other friends, to readers of this blog, to readers of a newspaper on Guam, to my kids, and more.
Be accountable. Taking my programming example with Tynan … each day I have to update a Google spreadsheet each day showing how many minutes I programmed/studied each day, and he can (and does) check that shared spreadsheet. The tool you use doesn’t matter — you can post to Facebook or Twitter, email someone, mark it on a calendar, report in person. Just make sure you’re accountable each day, not each month. And make sure the person is checking. If they don’t check on you, you need to find a new accountability partner or group.
Have consequences. The most important consequence for doing or not doing the daily habit is that if you don’t, the people will respect you less, and if you do, they’ll respect you more. If your accountability system isn’t set up this way, find another way to do it. You might need to change who you’re accountable to. But you can add other fun consequences: one friend made a promise to Facebook friends that he’d donate $50 to Mitt Romney’s campaign (this was last year) each time he didn’t follow through on a commitment. I’ve made a promise to eat whale sushi (I won’t fail, because eating a whale is repugnant to me, like eating a cow or a child). I’ve promised to sing a Japanese song in front of strangers if I failed. The consequences can also be positive — a big reward each week if you don’t miss a day, for example. Make the consequences bigger if you miss two straight days, and huge if you miss three.
Enjoy the change. If you don’t do this, you might as well find another change to make. If the daily action feels tedious and chore-like, then you are doing it wrong. Find a way to enjoy it, or you won’t stick to it long. Or find some other change you enjoy more.
That’s it. Seven pretty simple steps, and you’ve got a changed life. None of these steps is impossible — in fact, you can put them into action today.

Pranay Tripathi

pranaytripathi10@gmail.com

Beauty Lies Within….!!!

Attractiveness and magnetism of your personality is result of your inner radiance.

Anandita Trikha

ananditat1293@gmail.com

https://www.facebook.com/ananditat1293

What if?

What if I was a little braver?
What if I could stand by my word?
What if I could do crazy things in this crazy crazy world?

What if I could dance?
What if I could draw?
What if I could become a part of R.A.W?

What if I was in love?
What if I sang?
What if I belonged to the world’s most dangerous gang?

What if I was a guy?
What if there were no lies?
What if humans could fly in the high skies?

It would be fun to know 
How my life would be,
It would be different
As far as my inner eye could see.
To life,
“What if” is not the question to ask,
The question is “Can you” do the task.

Mathangi Aiyyyar

http://www.facebook.com/tara.aiyyar

Kya Yeh Zindagi Hai

जिंदगी बनाने के लिए, घर से दूर निकल आया हूँ,
सपनो को पाने की चाहत में, अपनों को दूर छोड़ आया हूँ,

सुख साधन कितने ही समेट लूं, मेरा घर आज भी याद आता है,
चाहूं तो सारी दुनिया को नाप लूं, आखिर में माँ के हाथ का खाना याद आता है,

बीमार जब होता हूँ तो इलाज तो मिल जाता है,
पर जब दवा न काम आती तो माँ का दुलार याद आता है,

अब तो बस कोसता हूँ अपने आप को, की क्या करने चला आया हूँ,
जिंदगी बनाना चाहता था मैं और जिंदगी से ही दूर चला आया हूँ…

Deepak Rathi

deepakrathi.566@gmail.com

SPSU

Between Thee Dissertations

There he was
I saw him again,
standing outside classroom
I was staring him,
Thinking that some time he will,
He will too look at me.
Chasing him
Following him
Was becoming my habit,
I realised what m I doing with me
As books were my all time friend
I went to library
I saw him again…
I rubbed my eyes, I saw him again
He was holding a white color book,
I stood still,
Stunned where I was,
He was smiling
He went near racks
I was seated in library
He came and sat near me,
It was like a cold wave that has touched me
It was his ambience,
With my stare
Between thee dissertations
It has too happened
I expressed him my feelings
He was mature enough to understand me
An ingenuous yearn in my heart
I knew I dwindle away to exist,
If he were to depart,
I wanted him to be mine
I craved for him
But he was to divine,
To be mine
My heart was true,
My love was pure
And for all I knew,
It had no cure
One day he saw me
Blinked his eyes
And I felt my heart towering the skies
Deep down I knew it was too good to be
But still I promise
I never stop loving you true

Anandita Trikha

ananditat1293@gmail.com

https://www.facebook.com/ananditat1293

Arts college,UCSSH, MLSU,Udaipur, Rajasthan

valentine monolougue

“Should I write of your love

or of your lust,

or of the emotions you rekindled

or the murdered trust ?

Should I quote your sweet swears

or waste ink over your cruelty,

or boast about your passion

or explain your infidelity ?

Tell me my Valentine

how should I portray you

what should I see,

the ruin you made

or the revelations you gifted me?

Should I call you a lover

or a player

or just a wicked stranger

stumbled in me for ‘favour’ ?

Answer me, my worthy Valentine

How is your life after me

Do you still believe in promises

or there is a new level to your hypocrisy ?

And your gifts, My Love

a black rose staining my pages

a ring scarring my finger

and my butchered heart,

tell me how should I keep them as

memories of a sinful love

or an innocent mistake ?

Flatter me once though and say

you still read me..

to feel evil joy of being

my muse,

oh! tell me that was your aim

to be written and remembered

tell me that you did foresee ?

Or just let another Valentine’s

be treasured in proposing you

allowing you to intoxicate me

damn me, Love me

and let me celebrate

our cardinal sin endlessly…”

Neha Ubana