kisi khas kai liye

milegi jis din ye nazar tujse
tabse aankhe teri, par sath mere hogi,
jo bol na payega tu, par dikhega teri ankho mei
zubaan pe wo baat mere hogi,
bolega tu tere adhro se jo kabhi kabhi,

par wo alfaaz mere honge,
humare darmiyaan rumaniya wo halaat kuch aise honge,
jab hoga ye anjaam,
sirf ek chand hoga aur raat wo andheri hogi,
nazar tumhari humpe aur humari tumpe,
us puri mulaqaat ke liye thehri hogi……

Vasundha Nahar

vasundha28111993@gmail.com

Sir Padampat Singhania University, Udaipur

Jayaz

tumhara har ilzam jayaz
tumara har gila jayaz
tumhara ruthna jayaz
kuch na kehna jayaz
ye sb jayaz kyunki humne tumare dil mei reh ke
tumhara dil-e-haal jana h

fir kyun…

na humara gum jayaz
na humara karm jayaz
na humara ruthna jayaz
na hi humara shant rehna jayaz
tum bhi toh humare dil se puch kai dekho…
kya humara tumse koi rishta purana h???

Vasundha Nahar

vasundha28111993@gmail.com

Sir Padampat Singhania University, Udaipur

अल्फ़ाज़

कुछ अल्फ़ाज़ वो उसकी याद मे है
कुछ अल्फ़ाज़ वो उसकी चाह मे है
कुछ अल्फ़ाज़ उसके एहसास मे है
तो कुछ अल्फ़ाज़ उसके होने की आस मे है
बस यही अल्फ़ाज़ अब रह गये मेरे पास
पर इन अल्फाज़ो  का..
“क्या तुम्हे है एहसास “
हो एहसास तो हमे भी याद करना
ओर कभी तो इन अल्फाज़ो से तुम भी बात करना
खो जाना इन अल्फाज़ो मे की घुल जाना तुम इन सांसो मे
बस फिर हमे ही तुम याद करना
ओर इन अल्फाज़ो से तुम मोहबात-ए-आगाज़ करना..

Priyansha Sharma
Sir Padampat Singhania University, Udaipur
priyanshasharma01@gmail.com

 

Guldasta-E-Nigaah’n..

guldasta-e-nigahoo’n main unhe sajaye bethe hai
ki dur na ho jaye wo ye aas lagaye bethe hai
fitrat main aksar hum unhi ki rha krte hai
yu to ibadat hum unhi ki kiya krte hai..
unki adakariyo par
hum uhi nhi kurbaa’n…
ki kuch bat to unke aandaaz-e-khumar main hai
ho dur wo to kya huzur..
yaado main unhe sajaye bethe hai
ho lakh humse juda to kya
ki ab to mahfiley unki sajaye bethe hai..

Priyansha Sharma
Sir Padampat Singhania University, Udaipur
priyanshasharma01@gmail.com

 

DEKHA BHI NHI

kuch socha usne fir mud ke dekha bhi nahi
mene aavaz bhi di, muje suna tak nahi
vo naraaz hokar chala gya mujse
mene manaya bhi use, vo muje samjha hi nahi,
kuch batana chahti thi uske sath bethkar 
manta nhi kuch baat meri
ek lamha tak usne bitaya nhi ,
uski aadate kuch ajib lagti hai muje
har baat pe me uski yakin karti bhi nhi,
shouk hai uske rang me rangne ka muje
itni to shiddat se use chahti bhi nhi,
fiker hoti hai jo nazar nhi aata muje 
roti hu to hasa jata hai muje
pyar karna nhi aata use,
ussse ye IZAHAAR kiya jata nhi||

Gayatri Choudhary

SPSU, Udaipur

gayatri10294@gmail.com

CALL IT LOVE

i started missing you
i started feeling for you

what is happening to me
uncontrollable something new

in books,jokes i find you
how to hide the smile caused by you

it’s the most happiest thing ever
i wish i could experience it forever

nothing happens as it seems
happens but only in dreams

love is proportional to hurt
in direct way pain goes to heart

thinking of you and only of you
beyond every possible view

is there any way i could tell you
fear comes every time, expecting a no from you

                                                                                     Sneha Sarkar

SPSU, Udaipur

snehaqsarkar@gmail.com

FRIENDS

I don’t know how it started
It had a fairytale beginning
Have heard of fairytale endings too
But I guess there will be no end

We can talk for hours
Without getting bored
And when we can’t meet
I miss you loads

We share our secrets
Our strength
Our weaknesses
We talk about our future
Like we are its sculpture res

You’re the one for me
I’m the one for you
What are we waiting for?
This is our destiny
WE are meant to be together
Forever and for ever
Till the apples grow on mango trees

       Yamini Baghel

SPSU, Udaipur

The Talia Tale–Pain that inspires

“I have two cancers in my body at once,” Talia says. “Well preleukemia; which is a start of leukemia in my bone marrow. There are not really any treatments for it.  It is very rare to have neuroblastoma and leukemia at the same time.”

A 13- year old cancer patient, Talia Joy Castellano, who inspired the complete world with her video blogs about her, finally lost her battle of life. Her heartbreaking yet inspiring blogs taught us many things. To smile even with deepest pain in heart, to inspire even with the sufferings, to live even with the realization that the end is not far away.

Talia, battling with cancer from the past 7 years, lost her battle and departed on the morning of 16 July, 2013. The YouTube star continued to make videos for her fans throughout her battle, and inspired her adoring fans through her Instagram and Twitter accounts. The young You Tuber was made most famous by appearing on Ellen DeGeneres‘talk show ‘The Ellen DeGeneres Show’, and then being made an honorary Cover Girl by Ellen. In one of her videos, Talia explained,

“Having cancer has been a gift yet a horrible, horrible, terrifying thing. But I’ve gotten so many benefits from it…Having a YouTube channel and having to inspire people, and having people look up to me and explaining to you guys how I love and adore makeup, using it as my wig and having so much self-confidence to go out to the grocery store without a wig… it’s just amazing.”

Talia passed away after coming down with a fever, and she needed a platelet transfusion. The past six months have been especially difficult for her and her family, and they spent most of their time in the hospital. Fans have been following her progress through the Facebook page Angels for Talia, which is run by her family. After her tragic death, her family posted this statement on the page:

“It is with a heavy heart that we share with all of you that Talia has earned her wings at 11:22am. Please lift her beautiful soul, her beautiful light to heaven and please send your love and prayers to her family during this most difficult time. God speed little one, may you be free from pain and suffering, may your soul feel the light and love that you brought to so many of us on this Earth during the short time you were her with us. We will miss you more than you will ever know baby girl.”

Neuroblastoma, a cancer usually originating in the adrenal glands and developing from nerve tissue is the most common type of cancer in infants, but can also rarely occur in older children.  Leukemia is a cancer of the blood or bone marrow and causes almost one-third of all cancer deaths in children and adolescents younger than 15 years.

“Basically there aren’t a lot options for treatment anymore,” Talia tells her viewers in the video.  “The docs gave me to option of doing treatment or don’t do the treatment and just live life for the time remaining.  Having cancer has been an amazing yet horrible journey, yet every journey has an end.”

Talia says that according to doctors without treatment she has a couple months to up to a year left to live. She is considering a bone marrow transplant though the procedure would be very tough on her body because of the multiple previous surgeries she has endured.

“I’m going to decide on whether or not I want to do the bone marrow transplant, or whether or not I just don’t do it and the live the time I have remaining,” said Talia.  ”This isn’t fair to me anymore, I’m only 13. I shouldn’t have to be doing this.”

Talia’s YouTube bio reads:

I’m Talia, I’m 13 years old and I love makeup. “Make-up is My Wig” I like to say. And you can prob see I’m bald- I have cancer (neuroblastoma & leukemia). I don’t like wearing wigs so I wear makeup to feel good and pretty inside – and I guess outside. LOL!

Our prayers go out to Talia and her family and friends. May her soul rest  in peace…….  

                                                                                                                                         Setu Bhatnagar

setu.bhtngr@gmail.com

	http://setu993.tumblr.com/

HUM TERE BADE DIWANE

khud hi tujse nazar milaye
khud hi nazar churaye,
dil bhi dil se pyar kare par
kabhi samajh na paye,
koi jane bhi to kya janega
HUM TERE BADE DIWANE||
tu bhi mujhko samajh na paye,
ki kab se dil hare,
Quki,
HUM TERE BADE DIWANE||

GAYATRI CHOUDHARY

	gayatri10294@gmail.com

SPSU, Udaipur

TUJE PAANE KI KWAHISH ME…<3

Dafan hai kai gum aaj bhi in aakhon me,
chup hai kai sawaal ,aaj bhi in baaton mai,
koi hai jo kho sa gya hai,
khud likhi meri KAHANIYON mai,
chalti rhi piche tere BEKHOFF bankar
na mili teri PARCHAIYON  mai,
tute sapane dekhna aadat ban chuki hai
khuli aankho se ,kabhi NEEND mai,
tere na hone ka gum aaj bhi hai
sab BARBAAD kar aai
TUJE PAANE KI KHWAHISH MAI||

                                                                    GAYATRI CHOUDHARY

                                                                      gayatri10294@gmail.com

                                                                    SPSU, Udaipur